Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Poor me...!!

Zero... one....and floating- states of a transistor. And no, do not mistake me for an electronics engineer.

I have been in the third state for the last couple of days. And I find it very difficult to eat/sleep/react/respond/think/talk/converse/laugh/cry during this state.

I felt really guilty when Gadha called me up to tell me about his on-the-spot trek. While he went on to describe in detail, apart from occasional oh’s and ah’s I was practically silent. Phully blank.... Gawsh......:( !

I cannot snap out of it, I cannot do anything about it (quicksand anyone?). All I have to do is wane out of it gradually........ and it takes time of which I have been experiencing a scarcity these days. So much to do.....so much to plan......and my purse strings are stretched tight.

Sigh...... I hate pity especially if it’s over myself.

11 comments:

Khushi said...
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Khushi said...

hmm :-|
its just a phase, will pass by... smile madi :)

Chitra said...

-/Khushi
Ya....just like lourvvvveeee..... :)! Sigh...can't wait for it to pass by... I miss my old self...sighhhhhhhhhh

Sujit said...

these are like passing by clouds!.. they will vanish!.. try taking a total break!, since purse it tight! just sleep for entire 24 hours :p.. just get out of usual pace of life!.. basically reset :p..

Chitra said...

-/Sujit
Aaaaww...me not even able to do that :(!

Sujit said...

thats like getting into trap, where time is the only window to get out :(..

Chitra said...

-/Sujit
Yuppu...yuppu...!

Sujit said...

eega hegidira?

Chitra said...

-/Sujit
Should I say recovering? :)

angada said...

I saw a T-shirt on which was written --- I wish my life had a reset button!

Doesn't work that way, does it. You always have to write an anti-virus or a patch. :)

Anonymous said...

Where did you find it? Interesting read » »