Zero... one....and floating- states of a transistor. And no, do not mistake me for an electronics engineer.
I have been in the third state for the last couple of days. And I find it very difficult to eat/sleep/react/respond/think/talk/converse/laugh/cry during this state.
I felt really guilty when Gadha called me up to tell me about his on-the-spot trek. While he went on to describe in detail, apart from occasional oh’s and ah’s I was practically silent. Phully blank.... Gawsh......:( !
I cannot snap out of it, I cannot do anything about it (quicksand anyone?). All I have to do is wane out of it gradually........ and it takes time of which I have been experiencing a scarcity these days. So much to do.....so much to plan......and my purse strings are stretched tight.
Sigh...... I hate pity especially if it’s over myself.