Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Haaaaaaaalllllllllllppppppppppp!!!

I am swamped with so many things, much of them interlinked and interdependent on one another, that I don’t know what to start off with.....which to resolve first.


I begin thinking on the lines of resolving one when questions (most of them unanswered) start popping regarding something else.....and the process continues till it becomes one big chitranna (or is it mosaranna?).


On one hand I feel that I have been taking life too complacently for my liking while on the other hand, I feel that I have to take a stand on certain issues and do something about them.


Is it me? Or is it the situation?


Oh my Gawd......!!


The helplessness, the frustration is so strong that I can almost taste it.....well.....can’t say that I savour it.... I’m rather overwhelmed.........


Me thinks I am facing my first quarter-life crisis......and I haven’t even completed quarter life yet :-( !!

18 comments:

Anonymous said...

:-|....:-).....:-D.....:-D!.....:-D!!.....typical chitric post haa...

Anonymous said...

Hey ! I don't know if I'm right but this is what I think. I have been reading your post quite regularly and something tells me that you are not your true self from past few weeks(months). Something or someone is really bothering you and you are not able to handle it.

I also feel that you feel like writing about it but at the sametime you don't want to write anything about your personal life.

Correct me If I'm wrong. I want to see the old Chitra with sarcastic humor and bindaas attitude.

-Lakshmi

Mohan said...

There is always a point at which you can start resolving problems. If all the problems you are looking at seem interedependent, then you are probably overlooking something else which is the root cause for all these problems. Every gojalu has an end of the thread from where you can start unravelling it.

Nice blog btw. You write very well and your obvious intelligence shows. Keep it up.

Viky said...

:D I can almost see you staring down in exasperation, arms akimbo...

Sujit said...

crisis fasinating ?.. post is a puzzle!.. decrypt will tkae time.. but you can enjoy in solving the puzzle isn;t so?

Shruthi said...

Quarter life crisis .... heh heh... and "Typical chitric post" is such a nice name, First Anon! :)

I say only one thing. This too shall pass. I know I have said that before ;)

Pritika Gupta said...

dONT WORRY DEAR.. this phase comes in everyone life.. this is the way of life of teaching u about "PATIENCE" . This is the word i keep repeating when im in ur situation.

chitra said...

-/Anon
Ya...the desperation is showing... :(

-/Lakshmi
In a way yes..... lots of things on the plate....too many things to handle...

-/Mohan
That's what I am trying to find... and thanks for the compliment :)!

-/Viky
Hoon mathe....I cannot stand defeat by a mere problem... :)

-/Sujit
Crisis are different from puzzle in the sense that they are more distrubing...

-/Shruthi
Ohhh... I (feverently) am praying for the same....

chitra said...

-/Pritika
Patience...sigh...I need a pair of ears to listen...and a shoulder to lean on...and of course, a hanky (to at least blow my nose)... :)

lakshana said...

well... jus one suggestion... its not that u dont have the answers.. dont let thoughts clouded by emotions and then u'll know that u had the answers all the while :).... take a chill pill.. i always believe everything happens for a reason

ps- nice to b back to read ur post chitz:) how have u been?

chitra said...

-/Lakku
Chill pill? Hmmm....searching for the right prescription :)! And ya...welcome back.. :)!

Sujit said...

yeah.. thats true...! but how are you coping with some many crisis as well as work load?...

Avinash said...

handle one thing at a time.. I thought women are good at multitasking.. ;D

chitra said...

-/Sujit
My PL is a better person to answer this question ... :)

-/Avi
Ayyo....keLabeDa...maaDi maaDi saakaagide ...

ananymous said...

I dont know Chitra in person, but to push Lakshmi's observation further, I remember that 'trek' blog was the inflection point or you may call it the beginning of her 'crisis' ;-)

chitra said...

-/Anon
Huh? Which one Anon?

Sujit said...

PL no way!...

chitra said...

-/Sujit
:D